I wished my mom a happy mother’s day withĀ this video. It’s pretty sweet, I think you’ll like it, too.
Me and my chillens. There are times that I don’t feel so warm and Mother’s DayĀ about them, but they truly are the best.
Below is a devotional I gave at a baby shower several weeks ago, when Geneva was just 3 weeks old. I wish I had read my mother’s day post from last year and I would’ve saved myself some time and energy!Ā I hope you’re encouraged in reading it, to be a happy mother.
Happy Mother’s Day!
Itās become clear to me over the past year or so that no one actually wants to be a mother, myself included. At least if theyāre being honest with themselves.
I remember seeing a commercial on tv when I was younger, maybe 12 or 13. They were targeting young girls or women who were either struggling with depression, or drugs and alcohol, maybe both. I donāt really remember, but I do remember from one of the commercials there was this downcast girl and a crying baby. The imagery of the baby in the commercial started out sweet and ended with the baby crying and then the voice in the commercial says something like, āA baby isnāt going to solve your problems. It can wait.ā It was conveyed in the commercial that the girl wanted someone to love and to love her back. The baby was going to be that for her. At the time I was kind of confused by the ad, because I knew babies are a lot of work. But it makes perfect sense. Itās about me and what I want. If anyone wants to have a baby itās because they want one. And if they donāt itās because they realize the work and demands on their own lives and arenāt interested.
In todayās culture we design our lives to fulfill our hopes and dreams. If a woman wants a baby, she doesnāt even need a husband or a man, and thereās not even any real shame with that. But for the average couple, even Christians, they plot and plan, sometimes for righteousness sake, but more often times not. They have to get their ducks in a row and their playing out of the way. The status climbing, career building, life living. But for what? What is life for?
Then Jesus told his disciples, āIf anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
As Godās children we were made to be like him, made to be like his firstborn, Jesus. Jesus spent his life for our sakes. He used it all up, completely, there was nothing left. Why? āFor the joy set before him,ā Hebrews says. As Christians we were made to bear fruit for the Lord. Jesus laid down his life to win for his father a people. A people devoted to good works. A fruit bearing people. Think of all the times in Scripture where it talks about fruit.
Matthew 7:17-20 says, āSo, every healthy tree bears good fruit, but the diseased tree bears bad fruit. A healthy tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a diseased tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus you will recognize them by their fruits.ā
Jesus calls himself the vine and the Father the vinedresser in John 15. He says, āAbide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.ā Vs. 4-5
And of course the very familiar verse from Psalm 127, āBehold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward.ā A heritage and a reward. Those are such good words. It calls them fruit. Fruit takes work. To get beautiful, sweet, tasty fruit takes long hours of toil, blood, sweat, and tears to nourish the soil, to cultivate and prune the plant. But the work pays off. There is gain! There is gain, but it wonāt be the kind that makes you popular with your old friends or gives you the life of ease. Bearing fruit is an ongoing work, a life long business.
The fruit of the wombā¦ Genensis says, āIn pain she shall bring forth childrenā¦ā Bearing the fruit of children means enduring the nine plus months of pregnancy, full out with sickness, tiredness, itchy stretching skin, ligaments that are being pulled and strained, swollen achy feet, sleepless and restless nights, pregnancy brain, heartburn, varicose veins, and on and on. And then labor and delivery and recovery! This is difficult work. And it doesnāt end there. The pain of childbearing continues in small and big ways. Navigating the early years of sleeplessness and 24/7 care, training a stubborn toddler and later on trying to discipline a rebellious teenager, perhaps facing rejection from your children as they grow into adulthood, any number of sicknesses, accidents and heartaches along the way. And of course, these things arenāt even givens. God can collect on his loan anytime he likes. He can take your child from you, even before he is born. Add to this the acuteness with which we see our sin drawn out of our own hearts by our children. These are the things that make many women turn tail and run. These are the things that create great vulnerability and weakness for us as mothers. But I just said a minute ago that there is gain. And there is. The joy (and relief) of seeing and holding your baby for the first time, teaching him things and watching him grow into a real boy. Seeing the fruit of your discipline in his young heart. Watching him grow up to love the Lord in tangible ways. Enjoying friendship with him as he grows into an adult. Looking on as he marries and makes a family of his own. These and many more are the sweet joys that come along with having children.
The rest of Psalm 127 says, āLike arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of oneās youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate.ā (Notice the exclamation point, contrary to popular opinion this is actually good and exciting!) But we spurn anything that requires something of us. We skirt around hard work at every turn, unless of course it will make us look good or get us some kind of selfish gain.
The world gets it so backwards. Women psych themselves up for the empowerment of birth and glorifying their inner strength, and the beauty and wonder of liquid gold and breastfeeding, and a life of being the Mother. The One your baby (and the world) depends on. The super mom with the clean, obedient, and smart kids, or the hip, cool mom who shirks the super mom cape and raises her kids care free. While itās true, your baby depends on you, God is the one who holds it together. God is the creator and the master designer that created our bodies to bear and bring forth children and to nurse them and it is wonderful. Itās wonderful because he did it. And he did it so perfectly and amazingly well and heās allowing us to be apart of it! Apart of His story and plan to bring about fruit for his kingdom. This is a big deal. But not one that should make us well up with pride and roaring woman power. One that should cause us to fall down in humility and praise the Creator of the universe.
1 Timothy 2:15 says that āshe will be saved through childbearingāif they continue in faith and love and holiness, with self-control.ā This verse has a few meanings, but not the least of which is that one of the primary ways women are sanctified is through the bearing of children. For many of us that means bearing them in our own bodies and raising them. For others it means not being able to carry our own children for whatever reason. Some still, are in a cross section of the two.
As a mother to be, you are about to embark on perhaps the most difficult task of your life. Labor and delivery will be hard, and it will be something that changes you. But itās just the beginning of motherhood, which will change you even more in ways you have never imagined. Youāll see things about yourself that you believed werenāt there. Some good, a lot bad. Take courage and follow God into it. Give yourself wholeheartedly to the path that God has called you to, thorns and all. Abide in him and bear fruit. Your birth may not go how you imagined and the newborn days may not be what you thought. All manner of things are going to tempt you toward anger, fear, and discontentment. Decide now to trust God. Youāve been a mother to young women and youāve done excellently. Mothering your own children isnāt unlike that in many ways, but youāve been waiting quite awhile for this and we are excited and thankful that God has answered prayers and seen fit to bless you with this little boy. Keep fighting the good fight and put your faith and hope in the Lord, he will lead you on. In the face of many joys and difficulties seek the Lord. Rely on him. Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things, all the things that make you anxious, will be added to you. He wonāt leave you but will sustain you and establish your steps if you walk in humble obedience with him. When your sin smacks you in the face, donāt be discouraged. God is not surprised. Instead repent quickly and often. Make the path to the cross a short one.
Now, just a few practical things:
- In the first few weeks, sit as much as possible and drink as much water as possible. Both will help you heal and feel better faster.
- Take the help offered to you. Itās the joy and responsibility of the Body to serve you during this time.
- Find ways to love your husband. Heāll need it.
- Laugh. Weird things happen after you have a baby.
- Read your Bible and pray. Welcoming a new baby turns your life upside down, but this is for your health and survival.
Finally, bear good fruit. Donāt be the diseased tree that produces bad fruit and is cut off. Lose your life for the sake of your baby, your family, and the kingdom and you will find it.